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where reality cant touch us..

2007-09-24T12:16:00.002-07:00

Come with me
So we can be free
Where reality cant touch us...
Where we can go my love??
Where can we go so that we can be together
and not have to worry about the time or day...
We'll go to the land of cinnamon swirls
and dancing starfish
and we'll play with pink pillows...
We'll do the dance of the starfish
and hold each other close
so that we won't fly away
We'll fly around
my hand in yours
and yours in mine
and we'll share one last dance
before going back...
back to reality
where it is
you and
me and
never
us

i point out your mistakes because your accomplishments are too many to say in one day...

2007-09-24T12:16:00.001-07:00

will you be the drug that i need to keep sane?
will you be my all-time high?
will you help me to feel like I can fly?
will you take me to the edge of the milky way?
take me my love,
so I can see the stars
I want to know if they shine as bright as you do
I want to know if their twinkle is anywhere as close to the one in your eyes
will the stars give me the same feeling as you do when you are in the room
will I love them as much as I love you
but most of all will they care for me as you do?
I hope they would make me as happy as you do
cause without you i would fall
i would be nothing

needle and thread

2007-09-24T12:13:00.000-07:00

as i sit here and wonder
why did i hang on this long?
why did i take your words and trust them?

i think oh my how am i going to mend my heart this time?
i cant find my needle and thread from the last time
i scramble though all my drawers in search for the tools that will fix me
where did i put them?
its been a while since i last used them
its been a while since i had my heart torn in two

for some reason it feels different than last time
it hurts so much more
before it would only feel numb
and now i feel pain
i really loved you
i gave you everything in return i got i love you too

four simple words
that i thought meant something
four words that made me feel oh so happy
until i realized i am not the only one
i was one of many
that those four words were just a copy of the oringinal

you made me feel like i was the one
when in reality it was someone else
someone else who you thought loved you too
you came to realize it was only temporary

now i watch you hold on to her
like i held on to you

now i wonder should i keep on trusting what was given to me
or should i let it go
all i have is the past
and do i have the present?
will i be in the future?

...ah found them!!
now dearest tools fix this quickly
fix the heart that will be forever his

and as these tools mend my heart
thoughts will pounder in my mind
should i hold on just a bit longer?
or should i just let go knowing that there is a chance of honesty

*to my babe

2007-09-24T12:12:00.001-07:00

oh gosh i have so much on my mind
i dont know where to start
i have never felt like this
and with you i always do
you make me feel like kid again
this feeling is indescribable
its like giving sugar to a diabetic
you are the cherry on my sundae
you are the dream that helps me forget my nightmares
and i thank you for everything
you are my babe
I LOVE YOU x Infinity!!
my heart will be forever yours

*to the wonderful boy that that has my heart

dream boy

2007-09-24T12:07:00.000-07:00

I close my eyes and
picture perfect you are
you are my dream boy

dance with me my dream boy
as I close my eyes and drift away
make me shiver
take my breath away
spin me round and round
as if I was on a merry go around
we'll swing on the swings
we'll go really high
and when we can't get any higher
we'll jump off and land on the moon

while on the moon
we'll run around
me and you can play tag
and do somersaults in the air
in the end ill end up in your arms once again
watching the stars and how beautiful they shine

ill turn to see the twinkle in your eyes
and admire them
and tonight,
my dream boy,
the stars envy you
cause your twinkle catches my awe and wonder

a day of fun and joy has come and gone
and as you kiss me goodbye
i feel my feet lift off the of the ground
but i am not scared my love
i will not fall
i am safe

as i open my eyes
my feet touch back down
and i am back in my room
with the memory of a dream
a dream that was reality
my dream boy is you

its still written on the no parking sign

2007-09-24T11:34:00.000-07:00

hmm i have been thinking alot lately
i cant seem to stop
i wonder every minute and every second
when i straighten my hair
when i brush my teeth
when i drive to school
when i am getting my hair done
and even now while i type
how would my life be if you were here with me
would i be happy
would i not be so sad
will i not have to cry everyday
i wake up everyday and hope that you would be mine
that everything would be like yesterday
just thinking about then brings a smile to my face
but then it fades
knowing that you are lost
i cant stop these tears
i cant stop this love
i just keep falling and falling
and i can never seem to find the end...

lets dance....in your pants

2007-09-24T11:29:00.000-07:00

my body is going in different directions

like i had an infection

your love was my heart diease

and it was better than cheese

i guess i seemed to fumble

and as my tummy rumbles

my head is full of thoughts,

and my heart is full of you

and i dont know what to do

i wanna tell you i hate you

but then that would be a lie

i can never stop talking to you even though i try

just hearing your voice

gives me no choice

i love you foo!!!

ill be your kanga- and youll be my -roo

ill be your tee-

and youll be my -hee

dont you get my drift

or do i have to give you a tift

this girl is all yours

now tell her i love you morez